You cannot hide from yourself

You can hide something from others but you cannot hide it from yourself, and it is there that God is hiding. It is not in the object, it is in the subject itself.

There is a sufi story….

Two disciples came to a master; they wanted to attain to truth. The master gave each of them a dove and told them “Go to a place where nobody is witnessing you and kill the dove.”

The first one went just outside the house. There was nobody — it was a hot afternoon and nobody was on the road. He killed the dove, came back.

The other disciple never turned up for three years. The master waited and waited and after three years the disciple came back with the dove and said ‘I could not find a place where He was not the witness. I have tried all kinds of places, places where there was nobody watching. I had gone into deep dark caves where even if somebody was there he could not have seen it. But everywhere He was watching from inside me. So I closed my eyes but then He was watching from inside the door. In these three years I have tried all that was humanly possible. I am sorry — I cannot fulfill the mission.’

The master was very happy and he said “…You have found the very secret of meditation. Live always aware of this witness and God will become available to you. He is available.

Zahira. That too is a sufi name for God. It means: the manifest one. Shahido means the hidden one who is looking from inside. Zahira means the manifest one, who is manifest everywhere — in the trees, in the rivers, in the mountains, in people, in animals. God is both, the hidden and the unhidden. He is not only the inside, He is in the outside too because He is all.

Osho in Darshan Diary: The 99 Names of Nothingness

Acharya Rajneesh (1931-1990), known later as Osho, was an Indian godman, philosopher, mystic and founder of the Rajneesh movement. He was viewed as a controversial religious leader during his life. He rejected institutional religions, insisting that spiritual experience could not be organised into any one system of religious dogma. He advocated meditation and taught a unique form called dynamic meditation. Rejecting traditional ascetic practices, he asked his followers to live fully in the world but without attachment to it. Pic courtesy: https://www.sannyas.wiki/